Merciless

I don't care if I die tonight
As long as you'll be by my side
But I died without you caring
My breath ceased with you smiling

The white thread that killed me
Is now covered in red blood
You're laughing like a fool
Merciless
It thought friends were supposed to care
Not take away each other's lives

The sinister look on your face
Doesn't creep me anymore
Your laugh can't put me down no more
I’ll bring you down
The way you brought me down
I’ll kill you brutally
I’ll kill you mercilessly

Chain of Misery

The unrelenting fear in my heart
The awful leash that's hugging me
Isn't it bothering you?

NO, it wouldn't,
because I'm all alone
In this chain of misery

I have no one to talk to but the maggots crawling
Under my bloody feet
They say I'm already decomposing
But I refuse to listen,
I refuse to believe
That I'm dead
I said I could use some company,
but the maggots will be here with me
Forever
In my corpse

Suddenly,
I want to cry
But cannot,
knowing I've been dying,
And will be dying till eternity

My lips form into a smile again
Knowing that death is painless
Since death is what I'm feeling right now
And that it's good....

Hello

Long cold nights have past me..
All of the pressure hammering their way to me..
--to crush me.
I've been long away
From a place I once called home
It's been years since I've said
Hello

All my life
I've been through waves
Through rainy days
So I often ask myself
"Should I end my life now?"
All the years I've wasted
To see you again
But as I enter into your presence
I feel cold air brushing against my bare flesh
And then I see a corpse
Hanging..
I can see the horror in it's face
But I can barely see if it's a male or a female
Seeing it's mouth open wide,
I felt it's pain while it was dying..
So breathless...
Painless..

I wanted myself to die as well
So I said
Hello death

Breathless

The slit in my lip is forcing

every blood in my face to drain out

The cut in my neck is deep

I don't think it'll ever heal

From the pain that surrounded it

That's why I'm breathless...

Dying for suicide

I thought I was stronger

Now I've nowhere to hide

No one to run to

Because I thought I'd be free

Without you

I'm lost again

In my own thoughts

I wanted to die

Now I know why I'm breathless

Dying for suicide

I'm hungry for more of your love