Hello

Long cold nights have past me..
All of the pressure hammering their way to me..
--to crush me.
I've been long away
From a place I once called home
It's been years since I've said
Hello

All my life
I've been through waves
Through rainy days
So I often ask myself
"Should I end my life now?"
All the years I've wasted
To see you again
But as I enter into your presence
I feel cold air brushing against my bare flesh
And then I see a corpse
Hanging..
I can see the horror in it's face
But I can barely see if it's a male or a female
Seeing it's mouth open wide,
I felt it's pain while it was dying..
So breathless...
Painless..

I wanted myself to die as well
So I said
Hello death