Chain of Misery

The unrelenting fear in my heart
The awful leash that's hugging me
Isn't it bothering you?

NO, it wouldn't,
because I'm all alone
In this chain of misery

I have no one to talk to but the maggots crawling
Under my bloody feet
They say I'm already decomposing
But I refuse to listen,
I refuse to believe
That I'm dead
I said I could use some company,
but the maggots will be here with me
Forever
In my corpse

Suddenly,
I want to cry
But cannot,
knowing I've been dying,
And will be dying till eternity

My lips form into a smile again
Knowing that death is painless
Since death is what I'm feeling right now
And that it's good....