Solitude

It's 2:47am and
I can't sleep
Knowing I'm all alone
Without her

In silence
I long for her
In the stillness
I wait for her
Her smooth lips,
Her tender kiss
The joy of being with her,
The sense of belongingness
But to be pulled away from her
--Agonizing thoughts

I'm in solitude
Detached from her loving arms
All alone in this dark night
Defenseless and unarmed
from the dangers of life
Without her
My life is nothing
It's blank

A life without her
is full of pain and misery
Without her
I fall into great sorrow
Tears keep falling down my face
And it won't stop
Knowing she won't be back
Ever

If I can’t die
Then the only thing left to do is live
I can only keep on living
But if I die now
My death will be meaningless
I'll regret it